December 2009
“Seeing the picture of one whom’s no longer alive, by our side, feels...”
“It is sad how friendship is but a delete button away.”
“It is not about how long your relationship has been. It is about how right it...”
And we screw up each year, only to think it’s alright, we can fix it in the next. Fuck. We make resolutions only to not keep them. But these we must remember :
Don’t be a vegan. Yet you give up animals without thinking.
Don’t say you are a god’s follower. Yet turn around to bad mouth someone.
Don’t be in a religion. Yet use the religion to cheat others.
Don’t pretend to be nice....
“One day. When I leave this world. Un-seal Rudie’s urn. And place him together with my ashes. Bury us together.”
One walked the path, trying to make the wrongs right. Yet all it takes-is for her to say, there is fate between. Suddenly it all seems so easy. Half a battle won, survival - well on it’s way.
“I’ve always been afraid of promises.
It always breaks my heart.”
You came, and you stole my heart. Brushed past and snatched me away. Lingered and consumed my soul. Yet I totally like it this way.
“Sometimes there’s no point in trying. Cause even if you put in your most, your...”
Goodbye now, my delicate little one. My prayers are for you. They will be gentle with you. And up there you would be dearly loved. We will miss you, and till the time I see you and Rudie again, you must remember you were loved. Your departure was sudden, and like Rudie’s it left a shadow in my path.
I will never forget you, lil shit. The one whom sluts upon smelling our head, snorts as a retort...
“It’s true. Good ones leave first.”
They say be good, and you would be returned with kindness. The kinder you are, the more sufferings you would receive.
They say he up there would hear your prayers. I prayed to all gods, and none heard me.
They say love with all your heart, when you put in your best efforts Things would turn out right. And it never did.
They say give all you can, they wouldn’t leave you, as they would know. Yet...
It’s a joke. I am sure it’s a joke. This toying with the emotions. It was all just but a chess game, To break your boredom above?
A walk of good intentions Turned into a mishap. Just as I was beginning to heal, Putting my heart out to love her, Just like my very own little one. He has to come, and take her away, Like he did mercilessly to Rudie. How could you leave me nothing?
You must be laughing...
“ You know how when you are just flowing along in a dead relationship. You...”
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- A friend told this to me. I could totally relate to it. That familiar pang of pain in the heart when I heard it. It’s sad when you flow along in just a ‘dead relationship’. Nobody started something, wanting to end it. Nobody.
“Words and languages become nothing but barriers.
Here, only a hug can say it...”
December December. The month people we love head home. The year may past. People may change. Yet I love how when it comes to December, Everything seems to come to standstill. The feelings remain. We catch up on where we last left off. As if the inbetweens never mattered. Time no longer becomes a factor.
“I have a heart made of diamonds. There is nothing you can do, there is nothing...”
– (via vituperation)
“Throw your dreams into space like a kite, and you do not know what it will bring...”
– Anaïs Nin (via anditslove)
I heart Anais Nin.
“Just because you’re beautiful doesn’t mean you don’t do ugly things. Just...”
– (via raindropsonredroses) (via missmichellelyn) (via loveandrazorblades)
We make Christmas/ New Year wishes every year. Even if it was not to be fulfilled, it’s always fun wishing.
For Christmas : Alexandra McQueen Heels Camera Tripod for taking Fashion shots Something from Pixel Market Diana F Mini Holga Flash Maison Martin Margiela Jacket
For New Year :
800 sq ft apartment A sweet BMW series 1 in white Trip to Maldives in Soneva by Six Senses...
“to have feelings for a person
is taking all your time thinking
of things to...”
– Nes Cruz (via quote-book)
Good morning once again. It’s a lovely Thursday morning. I am still running a lack of sleep, but somehow feeling more energetic than ever before. What’s better than rolling off the bed, knowing you are waking up next to someone warmth and existing. Someone you love so much. To a day, where you would be meeting all your favourite girlies.
Nothing makes me smile as much as people I love being...
“It is true. The more right it feels. The more afraid you become.”
“3 Words,
8 Letters
Say it and I’m yours.”
– I am glad you said it.
More than 2 years of faith. Your stealth in decision 1 year ago, After 13 years of destiny. Finally 6 inseparable months.
Thank you for believing in me. in us.
“I think we dream so we don’t have to be apart so long. If we’re in each other’s...”
– Bill Watterson (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
That evening, when I held on to her lugguage, holding her back from leaving. I meant it when I said ” Don’t leave “ ” She would be very sad if you do. “
I surprised her, and I surprised myself.
“Never think less of a friend whom happen to care for your lover, just as much as...”
“Wonders why people would break something beautiful in front of them, with...”
“ Do you lose love due to fear. Or would you lose fear for love? ”